Suicide
LIFE SEEMS SO SIMPLE, SO PAINFULLY CHEAP, AS I LOOK OUT THIS WINDOW, PLANNING MY LEAP... IN LIFE I'M FORGOTTEN, MY FRIENDS HAVE ALL GONE, IN DEATH THEY'LL REMEMBER, THEY'LL KNOW THEY WERE WRONG. THE DISTANCE IS GREAT, BUT TIME BEING SHORT, I RETAIN ALL THE DIGNITY, THEY TRIED TO ABORT. ARRESTED BY BADGES, FROM THE L.A.P.D. THEY MADE SO MANY CHARGES, NO-ONE BELIEVES ME. THERE SEEMS NO WAY OUT, BUT TO LEAP TO MY DEATH, BUT I TELL YOU I'M INNOCENT, WITH MY LAST DYING BREATH.
LIFE SEEMS SO SIMPLE, SO PAINFULLY CHEAP, AS I LOOK OUT THIS WINDOW, STILL PLANNING MY LEAP... WHAT HAVE I DONE, AND WHAT HAVE I SAID, WHY DOES IT SEEM BETTER, IF I JUST END UP DEAD? I THINK ABOUT DYING, I TAKE A DEEP BREATH... I'M READY TO JUMP, TO JUMP TO MY DEATH, I BEND AT MY KNEES, LEAN FORWARD AND MORE... MY LAWYER AND BAILIFF, THEY OPEN THE DOOR, THEY GRAB MY AND SMILE, YES, WE WON THE WAR! INNOCENT, INNOCENT, THE JURY HAS SAID... INNOCENT, INNOCENT, I'M GLAD I'M NOT DEAD!
LIFE SEEMS SO SIMPLE, SO PAINFULLY CHEAP, AS I LOOK OUT THIS WINDOW, PLANNING MY LEAP... IT'S BEEN QUITE A WHILE, IT'S OVER AND DONE, I STILL CAN'T FIND WORK, I STILL HAVE NO FUN. MY RECORD A SHAMBLES, MY OLD JOB IS GONE, I'VE ENDED UP HOMELESS, MY FRIENDS ARE STILL WRONG... I CAMP IN THE MOUNTAINS, VISIT TOWN NOW AND THEN, I CAN'T TAKE TOO MUCH MORE, THIS MUST BE THE END. THEY TALK ABOUT MOVIES, AND THEN THERE IS MORE, IN THE MEAN TIME I LIVE, NOTHING MORE THAN A WHORE.
LIFE SEEMS SO SIMPLE, SO PAINFULLY CHEAP, AS I LOOK OUT THIS WINDOW, STILL PLANNING MY LEAP... WHAT CAN I SAY, WHAT CAN I DO, ARE THERE ANY ANSWERS, IS THERE ANYTHING NEW? I LOOK OUT THIS WINDOW, AND WHAT DO I SEE? A REFLECTION OF YOU, A REFLECTION OF ME. DID YOU COME HERE TO HELP, DID YOU COME HERE TO WATCH, AS I FLY THROUGH THE AIR, AS I TUMBLE AND CRASH... DID YOU COME HERE TO HELP, DID YOU COME HERE TO WATCH, AS MY BODY AND SOUL, ARE CRUSHED BY THE CRASH? WHERE WERE YOU BEFORE, AS I LAY HERE AND DIE, HOW COULD YOU LET IT HAPPEN, WHY DEAR FRIEND, WHY? INNOCENT, INNOCENT, I MUTTER IN MY DYING BREATH... INNOCENT, INNOCENT, I MUTTER, WELCOMING DEATH!
Created: October 29, 1999r.
Last Updated: November 7, 1999r.